アイシです。

弟が元気になると祈ってる

2008-05-09T14:18:00.000-07:00

１１歳の弟は、生まれたからずっとスキンアレルギーがあるのです。
今までいろいろな医者に会ったんですけれども、
まだ治療出来なかった。

特に最近、
弟の状況はヤバイぐらい大変になってしまいました。
ついに、昨日緊急入院しました。

私と家族の皆も彼の事を凄く心配してるので、
お母さん昨日もずっと泣いていた。
そんな母の泣き顔を見ると、本当に辛かった。
悔しいけど、自分ではどうする事も出来ない。

だから、お願い、
弟を治ってください。

Random Bitchings.

2008-05-03T00:50:00.000-07:00

You know why I'm really good at philosophy?
Because I love to argue, and I'm good at argueing.
And then what does that make me?
Hell yeah, a bitch.
I really think I'm a bitch, at times, maybe most times.

Why do I have to pick fights?
I don't know, but once I see flaws contradicting facts I believe in,
I can't help but to talk about it.
What do I gain from winning all these arguements?
Nothing.
Nothing.
Okay, maybe I gained my victories.
I can prove I'm right.
I like being right.
I'm always right.
Yes I'm right you're wrong.
See, I'm acting like a bitch again.

But hey, at least I'm being honest with my opinions and thoughts.
And I don't put in bs in there, I put in logics.
mmm. yes put in logics in a harsh way that some people can't take.
Then what?
Yes, they explode.
They flip out. They get pissed. They get mad.
And then what?

And then I'm the bitch again.

Why don't they understand?

Or am I the one who doesn't?

Am I asking too much knowing that I'm leaving soon
so I wanna see my beloved friends as much as possible?

Or are they just too ignorant to understand the fact that me being here shouldn't be taken for granted.

That is one reason why, sometimes,
I wanna leave here as soon as possible.

I don't see a reason why not already.

Am I that hard to understand?

ヤバイヤバイヤバイ（笑）

2008-04-12T13:51:00.000-07:00

TOKIO HOTEL IS SO FREAKIN' AWESOME ;__; (heart)

FUCK.

2008-04-06T19:27:00.001-07:00

I seriously don't swear much,
and yes I do hate swearing.
But please give me an exception just for this time...

I really fucking hate how I'm turning so weak now...
Seriously...

I want to cry I want to cry I want to cry.
I wanna fucking hug my pillow and cry myself to sleep.

At this moment, I really do hate life.
Just this moment.

Fuck.

not so happy...

2008-03-28T14:08:00.000-07:00

Just like angelia said,
I've deserted my blog lol.

I'm gonna write in English for this one,
just because I know there are some japanese friends who would actually stalk on my online diaries, so I do need some privacy...

Anyways, I have so much to say but I'll keep things short.

First of all, I've finished watched Orange Days few days ago...
and oh gosh was that awesome.
its kinna sad that I finished watching it in a way...
since I've been watching it for daysssss in a row.

2ndly, I've finally got my jpop blog 8D
big thanks to raid for making my layout of course.
link is right here.
http://icysecretbase.blogspot.com/

Sigh, and lastly, this is what I really want to rant about.
I mean seriously, I've talked about this over and over and over again with them already.
But why don't they get it?
How hard is it to understand that "I really hate talking about sexually related things, can you please stop?"
I mean yeah I know all guys are horny, I know japanese are especially horny too.
yes yes yes I understand all that, I don't care if you're horny.
but at least don't show it right in front of a girl who doesn't wanna listen to it.
its really bothering. I'm serious...
arghhhhh. pissing me off.

♥♥♥♥♥

2008-02-11T18:30:00.001-08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

キャーーーーーーーーーーー！！！

リョーマからの電話！！！！！！！

キャーーーーーーーーーーー！！！

夢みたい！！！！！！

本っ当に夢みたい！！！！！！！！

泣きたいぐらい嬉しい！！！！

。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡

ありがとう　ありがとう　ありがとう

神様、

これは今年最高のプレゼントです！！！

ありがとう！！！！！！

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

おっはよ～♪

2008-02-07T10:51:00.001-08:00

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↑↑↑最近この人めっちゃハマってる(///∇//)
誰でしょかぁ～
そう！
塞上リョーマです！！
見るだけでめっちゃキャキャーしてる
こんなに格好良くて可愛くて綺麗な人間がいるのかょ(〃∇〃)もう～

リョーマさんは…
「大阪ホストクラブ「CLOVER」にて
スタッフとして活躍するかたわら、
雑誌「メンズナックル」で
読者モデルとして活躍中。」です。

にゃははは
それじゃ
HAPPY　CHINESE　NEW　YEAR♪

new yearだけど病気になったアイシでした。
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久しプリンっす★

2008-02-07T10:36:00.000-08:00

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更新また遅くになってごめんなさい（;´▽｀A``
人生は大変忙しいですね。（←オヤジって感じww)

あぁ　とにかく、
日本の仕事がゲッツしておめでとう、アイシ
凄い嬉しい本当に
ヤバイぐらい嬉しいわ♪
やっと夢が叶う事が凄いっすねо(ж＞▽＜)ｙ

そしてなんだろー
ん～と
最近ドラマがハマっているやん～
新ドラマはハチクロと薔薇のない花屋とか…
ちょっと前のはガリレオとバンビ～ノ(＝⌒▽⌒＝)

さて、今日はここで、
バイチャー(*＾ー＾)ノ

チョコレートを食べたいアイシでした。
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天気がヤバイ

2008-01-14T18:54:00.001-08:00

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今日昼食の後すぐめっちゃ眠くになったので、
帰り道バスで爆睡！ww(ﾉ_-｡)

バスから降りたらめっちゃ寒くて風もすごい強くて…
すぐ調子悪くて頭も痛たいし…
感じ悪い…o(；△；)o

でもでもでも！
家に帰ったらHMV JPからの…
これが発見！！

ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!!やっと！
AAAの５TH ATTACK DVDと新シングル「MIRAGE](☆｡☆)
ラッキー♪
アイシめっちゃ嬉しい(^з^)-☆Chu!!

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わーい！ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ

2008-01-11T19:04:00.001-08:00

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また金曜だ！ラッキー
今週も仕事お疲れ様でした

今日ママはアイシの為に有名なシュークリーム屋でシュークリームを買ってもらったのo(〃＾▽＾〃)o
超ラッキーだってめっちゃ美味しかったよ:*:・(￣∀￣)・:*:
アイシやっぱり甘い物が弱いんだ(^o^;)

最近はね、まだまだ２００８年が始めたけど、
運がいいねv(^-^)vって思っている

確かに、あの英会話スクールの仕事から答えがまだ聞こえなかった、
そして、もちろん彼氏もまだ出来なかった(￣_￣ i)もうすぐ２年間だよもう～ww(;^_^A

でも、あたしの傍には家族と親友達に居るもん、ずっと☆彡
今まで皆はあたしの事に優しくて見守ってくれて、
まぢ感動感謝したわ(＃⌒∇⌒＃)ゞ

じゃあ今日はここまで、
２００８年は幸せな一年間になるように。

アイシ

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ハッピーバースデー

2008-01-10T00:31:00.000-08:00

*☆*:;;;:*☆*:;;;:*☆*:;;;:*☆*

♥大好きなチャキちゃん♥
お誕生日おめでとう(●´ω｀●)ゞ
*☆*:;;;:*☆*:;;;:*☆*:;;;:*☆*

最後のチョコレート

2008-01-02T12:58:00.000-08:00

今日、最後のチョコレートを食べました。
白い恋はこんな感じっすかぁ
本当に予想より甘い。

でも
多分
甘いのはチョコレートじゃなくて、
あたしの心からの気持ちだ。

食べちゃったよ、チョコレート、
あとあたしの気持ちと一緒。

それが最後だ。

終わった。

2008-01-02T03:21:00.001-08:00

そうだ、
短かったけど、
終わった、
あたしの片思い。（笑）（汗）(^_^;)

でも、
短かったけど、
本当に本当に本当に好きだった。
気持ちも最初よりもっと強くになった。

けど、
もうどうしようもない時が来たから、
諦めらなきゃ。

完全にチャンスがないでしょ、アイシー…

あぁ　うん

ありがとう。

毎日…

2007-12-30T17:51:00.000-08:00

毎日、
貴方がオンラインすると期待しています。
じゃあ、オンラインしたらどうする。
メッセーするかメッセーしないか。
どうしたらいいんだろう。
もう分かんない。

もし貴方が忙しくて、あたしのメッセージが来たらもちろん邪魔でしょ。
もし貴方があたしの事に迷惑と思ったら、メッセージが絶対嫌いでしょ。

でも、
どうしても話したい…
心から良く分かってるよ、
二人の話が止めると、
全部終わりちゃうよ。

本当に負けたくないよ、誰にも。
貴方の自慢になると一生懸命頑張りますから。

だから、
一つのチャンス、
あげてもいい？

もう！！！！

2007-12-29T01:14:00.000-08:00

なんで恋なんてそんなに難しいの！！
苦しいよ！
やっと好きな人が出来たんのにー
なんでこんなもんがあるのかよ！

神様、
私、もうどうしたら分かんないの！

恋なんて…

2007-12-28T19:08:00.000-08:00

もうヤバイぐらい好きになちゃったよ…

INTERVIEW

2007-12-17T01:48:00.000-08:00

INTERVIEW

IS

TOMORROW.

OMG.OMG.OMG.

WISH ME LUCK.

NEAT STUFFS <3

2007-12-16T18:48:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOD. I WANT THESE SO BAD.

DISNEY PRINCESS TV. OMG. PINKNESS. ROYALNESS. CUTE.

A PENGUIN LOOKING SPEAKER. CALLED. ICY. OMG. AWESOMENESS.

日本語に戻るから

2007-12-12T20:53:00.000-08:00

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ガーーーーー
久しぶりですね、皆。
また更新遅くになって本当にごめん(´□｀｡)
でも皆は別に期待するとかないよね（汗）ww

どーするのよ
最近ちょっと気になる人ができたんだけど、
この数日はやっと気づいた、自分の気持ちが…
普通の気になるじゃなくて、
もっともっと凄い気持ちなので…
なんだろーかなって思ったら…

そっか、
アレですか、

す…す…

好きだ。

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FACEBOOK ACCOUNT DEACTIVATED

2007-12-05T13:44:00.000-08:00

FACEBOOK ADMINS DEACTIVATED MY ACCOUNT,
BECAUSE THEY SAID I DIDN'T USE MY REAL NAME.
WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH RIGHT.
AND THEY SAID ITS AGAINST THEIR TERMS OF USES.
AND THAT IMPERSONATING OTHERS ARE NOT RIGHT.
WTH.
I'M ICY FOR GOD'S SAKE. I'M NOT IMPERSONATING ANYONE.
OMGOMGOMG.

SO SCREWED.

FACEBOOK.OFFICIALLY.SUCKS.

Horoscopes & Tarot

2007-12-04T13:14:00.000-08:00

Love Horoscope
It is a good time to find a mate, if you currently are single, but don't think that all is gold that glitters, since you could establish a relationship, but only on the physical or sensuous level. It is advisable to be more selective at the time of choosing a mate and to have patience, since generally the exquisite are quite difficult to find.

Tarot
The Lovers
The Lovers represent a powerful union and the harmony of opposites. It represents the combining of two elements to create an even greater entity. This card often represents the formation of a new relationship or the strengthening of a current one. Love can come your way at anytime. There are difficult decisions to be made and conflict may arise when temptation and desire overcome morals and ethics.

note :
I think facebook is stalking me.

the POWER of HOROSCOPES

2007-12-02T17:03:00.000-08:00

Cancer Horoscope for December 1, 2007
This is a very important work cycle peak, representing new jobs, new positions, new projects, and new goals developing in the surrounding month that will last for the next two years. What you accept, you're stuck with for that time, so choose well. Weigh your options, and then make your power moves with renewed vigor.

Cancer Horoscope for December 2, 2007
Opportunities that benefit your career and public life will present themselves, as long as you remain clear-headed about what your goals and directions are. If you are aware of what you want to accomplish, you may reap the benefits and success of your achievements.

ho my god.
HOROSCOPES ARE REALLY SCARY.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2007-12-02T13:23:00.000-08:00

nothing to blog about argh.

EMAIL FROM PREPPY KIDS CLUB.

2007-11-27T23:11:00.000-08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG OKAY SO THIS SCHOOL I APPLIED TO WORK FOR IN JAPAN EMAILED ME BACK TODAY. AND THEY ALSO ATTACHED THEIR WORKING CONDITION ALONG WITH THE EMAIL, AND THEY SAID IF I'M STILL INTERESTED TO APPLY THEN SEND THEM AN EMAIL BACK WITH A RESUME.

OKAY.
I DID. I DID. I DID.
NOW WHAT.
OMGOMGOMGOMG I'M SO NERVOUS.
THEY BETTER HIRE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

HOTNESS WOOT WOOT

2007-11-26T00:31:00.000-08:00

I FEEL SO PRETTY YESTERDAY.
SO HOT AND CUTE AND SEXY TOO.
LALALALALALALA.
Now, that is very rare for me to say 8D

horoscopes

2007-11-24T15:56:00.000-08:00

(yesterday)
Cancer : Misinformation and false statements can lead to quarrels and disputes with business deals, neighbors, or family members. It is best to ignore unreliable rumors and gossip that can open you up to verbal attacks and possible quarrels. Delays and setbacks make it an unfortunate period for travel, business, or starting new ventures.

(today)
Cancer : Your mind is not as alert as it should be, nor are you thinking in logical terms. Give careful consideration to what you say or put in writing. Faulty judgment can place you under heavy burdens or obligations, so it is best to sign nothing of importance during these few days.

oh god, so true...................

Cancer: You're finding yourself very attracted to two (or is it three?) people. Nothing wrong with that, but it's about time to decide who you want to be with..

marcochu, shokachu and yew.

oh god.
how much more accurate can this get?

oh btw today's...

Wellness:
39%

Intellect:
78%

Love:
95%

Emotions:
29%

Intuition:
65%

Creativity:
57%

Work:
82%

Money:
35%

tohoho. And guess where I'm going tonight? I'm going to a goukon at GUU ROFL...
Japanese guys x 2327354328954236548265429.
Wish me luck 8D I gotta CATCH'EM ALL. like pokemon.

EVOLVED.

2007-11-23T08:56:00.000-08:00

November 22nd, 07

kitdabra => alakitzam

I'm not doing a good job collecting pokemen these few days,
being busy doing other things... :/
so sad.
so sad.
so sad.

Did I ever tell you guys I have a second dream other than living in Japan?
If Japan doesn't work well with me...
I'll probably go with the 2nd plan.

I've always wanted to just wear a big HUGE backpack, and travel around the world.
I'll just work while live, staying in a place for a month or so, then on to the next one,
and so on for the rest of my life.
I think its gonna be exciting, and my life will be very fulfilled.

Its kinna contradicting to my 1st plan though,
because my lifestyle would be very simple and stable if I do stay in Japan.
I'll probably be doing the same thing over and over again for the rest of my life.
Wake up, eat, go to work, home, eat, sleep.
Knowing that its gonna be the same job throughout my life too.

On the other hand, in my 2nd plan,
I will be doing smth different ALL THE TIME.
I will learn 287348264027 languages as I go through different countries.
I won't really have a luxurious lifestyle,
but its good enough to know that I can still survive.
I will meet all sorts of different people, experience all sorts of exciting events.
I might even die when I cross a broken bridge,
or drown in a lake when swimming across from land to land,
or maybe I'll get eaten by a shark,
or I'll get murdered by pirates (k maybe not that)
but yeah. wow.
I don't know.
What shall I do. HAHA.
My mom was like "Then how can I contact you?"
I was like "You don't have to contact me, I'll send you letters from time to time just so you know I still survive"

You know, its not that bad,
maybe I will go with the 2nd plan.

#9 + #10 POKEMEN, GETS!

2007-11-21T21:57:00.001-08:00

#9 pokeman : KITDABRA
#10 pokeman : YEW

HURRAY. 10 POKEMEN GETS!

to all my pokemen out there.

2007-11-19T23:09:00.000-08:00

so yeah...my marcochu disowned me as a trainer ;_;
I'm so sad.

but its okay...I still got you guys...

jordanite
curtle
davyursa
koumonchan
darvee
gyraidos
tomduck
and arkelnine

its just the 9 of us now, lets keep going on!
We gotta catch'em all!

SLEEPOVERRRRR

2007-11-18T14:35:00.000-08:00

OKAY SO.
Last night, at around 8:45, linglover came to my house,
chilled a bit, then we went to ting's house watched movie!
its called 'the invisible' or smth.
and its quite awesome I have to say.
The movie was shot in Vancouver too LIKE OMGAH. SO COOL.
HAHAHAHA so yeah we were drinking bbt and watched movie.
then after that we were having crazy girl talks as usual in ting's room.
didn't leave until 1am or so...lol

and then and then, me and ling were chatting till 5am O_o
soooooo crazy but it was tres fun :3

woke up at 11:30am in the morning...

so heres the messy bed we slept on

ling's mom made me special cheese omelette

and ling washed the dishes

and she drove me home

and the end.

:3 saturday is <3

2007-11-17T16:08:00.001-08:00

hohoho :3 I did nails just for the sake of that band show haha
but I took them off last night because...
one of the nails fell off, and I ran outta nail glue,
and it looks tres awkward with ONE finger nail with nothing on it...
so I decided to take them all off HAHAHAHA

okay um, I really think its great today :] I love saturdays.
Actually I was REALLY tired ytd, so I slept at 10pm.
then I woke up at 4am, and I watched 1 episode of sailormoon,
and went back to sleep again, till today 12pm

OH-HO-HO, I'm very genki today again :D
everything good happens again. I missed this feeling.
It hadn't happened in a while xO
anyways I'm sleeping over at linglover's house tonight :]
YAY so excited falalalalalalalalala <3333333333333333

OKAYS, I've been waiting for this for a while ;]
Cancer: You're the only one who can make the best out of a bad situation. If you decide it's not going to get you down, it won't.

soooooooooooo true. Thats why I love horoscopes :D kyahaha.

BAND LIVE

2007-11-16T21:06:00.000-08:00

okay so yeah I went to band live ytd ;___;
my old band and these other band that I'm friends with, were performing,
so I went to watch them :D

like oh god, it was raining POORLY outside when I went to bus...
cuz supposedly I was to take 2 busses AND skytrain to get to where toshi is,
then he'll carpool me to the band live location...
As soon as I got off the 1st bus...I ran the the bus stop where 2nd bus was supposed to be...
so I was like, oh good :D its still there, didn't leave yet.
so I ran ran ran...h...hey...HEY! HEY WAIT! OMG BUS! DON'T GO DON'T GO!!!!!!!
AND THEN I TOTALLY DIDN'T CARE ABOUT THE RAIN,
AND I RAN TO CHASE DOWN THAT BUS WHICH WAS RIGHT INFRONT OF ME.
well like the back was facing me. And I was like yeah chasing down the bus,
for a WHOLE street.
And no, the bus driver didn't stop D: .......................................
So I didn't know why I was doing such stupid thing in the rain.
k, so I was wet, and cold, and would be late for sure already...
then I called kelvin for help.
"ONEGAI PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE ONEGAI!!! DRIVE MEEEE"
then I nagged and begged and whined and complained...
and kelvin gave in HAHAHAHA gomen, arigatou.
so I was supposed to meet toshi at 29th ave skytrain station before 9:30...
and it was 9:34pm, toshi called...
t "hey sorry I'm late, I'm here now, where are you?"
i "ah.........................................I'm uh...on my way.........."
t "WTH. I'M SERIOUSLY GONNA BE LATE.........."
i "OMG ;__; sorry! Is your band playing first?"
t "YES. FIRST"
i "okay...how about...you go first...I'll come later..........sorry about that"
t "Are you sure you know how to get there"
i "no I don't know how to get there"
t "*inserts instructions here*"

5 mins later...
i "TOSHI I'M HERE HAHAHA WHERE ARE YOU ARE YOU HERE YET?"
t "SHUDDUP I'm almost there!!!!"

after meeting up, we went upstairs.
Then I saw my long-time-no-see bandmates ;__; <33>

^ this dude, icy's personal fav :3
hes my pet, hamuchan! <33333333>

and the followings are my ex-bandmates
<= leadersama, LEMON (main guitar) <= shu (vocal) <= HATE (rhythm guitar)
bassist, I didn't get a chance to take a picture with him :[ boo haha.
but yeah it was tres fun.
(btw are you laughing at Lemon & HATE's names now?
HATE is just stage name...BUT LEMON IS REAL HAHA)

BUT IT ENDED SO LATE. LIKE, AT 1AM.
I WAS LIKE NUUUUUUUU I have work next morning!
I wanna go home now!
then leader was like "no we're going to eat, you have no choice!"
:[ booooo and yeah since hes driving me home, I really did have no choice.
so I went and ate, chatted with shu and tomokun alot.
OH SHI-. I forgot about tomokun HAHAHAHAHA
tomo is the new drummer that came after I left.
gomen. gomen. Totally forgot aboutchu.
I had not much memories with that tomokun...so .__.

after eating leader drove me home, and I slept at 4am.

AND I AM DEADLY TIRED AND SLEEPY NOW.
I shall go take a little nap before waking up at 12am
to talk to my possible pokeman.
YES POKEMEN, GOTTA CATCH'EM ALL. :O

so okay, ENGLISH HERE. ENGLISH.

2007-11-14T15:42:00.001-08:00

So okay, from now on I'll be typing in English
so nobody will complain about not understanding what I say
and so they have an excuse to not come by HAHAHAHAHA *evil laughs*

so yeah yesterday I was in a hurry to go work and I happened to forget to bring my jacket (and cellphone too :O) and you know, its winter now and it gets dark super early like wth...5pm and the sky is all black...so crazy :S then yeah I was cold and tired and sleepy (I was lacking sleep due to watching sailormoon till 4am, of course sleepy :S) I tried to sleep in the bus, but I felt dizzy once I closed my eyes. Argh horrible horrible. I felt better after I got home, so I thought I wasn't sick...BUT I GUESS...I WAS WRONG. lmao. so yeah this morning I woke up and I couldn't even breathe, my nose are plugged. meh. so I had to take another day off work, AGAIN :[ horrible horrible. I need my $$$$ GAHHHHH.

anyways, lately I've been thinking, shall I get another job *O* cuz I seriously need loadsa money. So lets say my job right now is 8:30am-5pm, maybe I shall work in a restaurant at 7pm-1am, then get home at about 2am, go sleep, wake up at 7am and go work again. How does that sound to you? Well...it sounds like NO LIFE to me. But oh wells. $$$$ is the importanace :O else I'd R.I.P in Japan next year falalalalalalala.

GOOD BYES :]

oh wait, I haven't talked about the pictures.
HAHA DUNCHU ALL LOVE THEM!? such cute pictures right? :D
its me & jay. <333

and and and I found this gay old purikura of me when I was obsessed with NANA with my friends HAHA. see our names? we're all nanas.

今日気分悪かった…

2007-11-13T20:17:00.000-08:00

ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･ﾟﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･ﾟﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･ﾟﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･ﾟ
はいは～い！アイシです！

どーしよう((＞д＜))
「美少女戦士セーラームーン」が好きすぎて、
昨夜４ＡＭまでずっと観ていた…
やばいじゃん…（;´▽｀A``
今日一日元気がないのでむちゃくちゃ眠かった。
体が仕事中だけど、
ソールが他の所にいった(・_・;)と思う。

帰り道のバスで、
気分が凄く悪かったo(；△；)o
ジャケットも持ってないし、寒くて眠くて気分悪い！
アイシ可哀そうY(>_<、)Yよしよし！

今夜は絶対早く寝なさいね！アイシ！

分かったかぁ！ヽ(`Д´)ノ

ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･ﾟﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･ﾟﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･ﾟﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･ﾟ

美少女戦士セーラームーン(●´ω｀●)ゞ

2007-11-13T02:01:00.000-08:00

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最近アイシは、
これがめちゃハマっている(＃⌒∇⌒＃)ゞ
そうです！
「美少女戦士セーラームーン」実写版！

実は、アイシ小さい頃からセーラームーンの大ファンなんだ！
アニメが大好きなので、玩具もいっぱい持っていた♪
懐かしいね:*:・(￣∀￣)・:*:

アイシ一番好きなセーラー戦士はセーラーマースだよ！
皆好きなのは誰でしょーか！ヾ(＠^▽^＠)ﾉ
○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●

金曜で良かった★

2007-11-10T17:25:00.000-08:00

*:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆*:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆
こんばんわ♪
アイシで～す('-^*)/

今夜は高校時代の友達の誕生日だったので
久々の友達に会えた☆
ホンマに嬉しかったよん！
晩ご飯の後で他の友達と約束があったから、
この子の家にバースデーケーキを食べなかった、残念！

あとはレイちゃんとティングちゃんがあたしんちに来て、
お話がいっぱい出来たんだ☆
レイちゃん可哀そう(´□｀｡)
女の子はね、やっぱり人間同士の問題が沢山有るよね。
特に恋愛生活って言う事
難しいね～難しい。
だから、アイシもいらないよ┐(￣ヘ￣）┌

Cancer: Pay attention to details. Look things over again and you'll realize how close you were to missing something.
*:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆*:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆

眠い眠い眠い…

2007-11-08T21:48:00.000-08:00

はい。
そうです。
眠いです。
今日一日眠かったです。
今寝て行くから、おやすみ(*ﾟｰﾟ)ゞ

今日も、眠かった

2007-11-06T21:24:00.000-08:00

■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□
こんばんは(*^o^*)アイシです。

昨日の夜あの人からまたメッセージした。
あたしたちはもう終わったじゃないでしょ！
今までずっとあたしに態度が酷くにして、
もう二度と話したくなかったと思った…
けど！
まぁ～もうメッセージさせたから、やっぱ話しようか…（汗
（←アイシは全然負けたじゃんヽ(;´Д｀)ノ）

と～にかく、
今日の天気むちゃくちゃ悪かったね↓↓
めっちゃ寒くて、雨も降った！
まだ１１月でしょ！
今はもうこんなに寒いなら、来月は一体どうするのよ！
死にちゃうかも！Σ(ﾟдﾟ;)

はい、今日の写真は、
ママの誕生日の日が撮ったんです。
アイシと弟のキス♪

それで、今日はここまで。
しやー('-^*)/
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冬の時間

2007-11-05T19:50:00.000-08:00

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今日仕事のビルが出たら、もうそんな感じって…
おかしくない！？
まだ５時だけど！
写真がちょっと違うのが、
実は、空が真っ黒！！

やっぱ冬の時間が嫌いねぇ、
デイタイムが短くて、
そんなに早く空が真っ黒になるのは絶対イヤだ

あたしの時間が戻せよ。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡もう
▽▲▽▲▽▲▽▲▽▲▽▲▽▲▽▲▽▲▽▲

不機嫌。

2007-11-04T21:06:00.000-08:00

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今日の天気がそんなに綺麗なのに、
やっぱ不機嫌だった、最近。

昨日も今日も何も書きたくなかったけど、
怠惰な人になりたくないから、
やはり書く方がいいね～

今日別に何もやってなかった。
久々会えなかった妹（ｊｏｊｏ）と昼ご飯を食べて、
ショッピングモールをちょっと行っただけ（・(ェ)・）

夜にマンディーちゃんとメッセでドンドン喋った(｀∀´)
めちゃ嬉しくて楽しかった
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もう金曜だ！

2007-11-02T20:11:00.000-07:00

*:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆*:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆
早っ！
朝でお父さんと話していた時
「今日は金曜日だ」って聞いたらビックリした！
へぇ～～～～もう金曜だ早すぎ

金曜といえば、週末って意味だよね良かった
ドラマがいっぱいダウンロードしたアイシは忙しい週末でありますо(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆

今日の写真実は昨日撮ったんだ(*^▽^*)
それじゃ、
また明日(*^o^*)/

Cancer: Time to let go of a grudge. Yes, someone messed up and hurt you, but holding on to the anger is hurting no one but yourself.
*:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆*:..｡o○☆ﾟ･:,｡*:..｡o○☆

お母さんお誕生日おめでとう☆

2007-11-01T21:53:00.000-07:00

こんばんわ☆アイシです♪

今日は大切なお母さんの誕生日だった☆

イェーイ（＾０＾）お誕生日おめでとう！

写真１：ママとジェイです。あのテッカイポッキーはアイシからママにプレゼントです♪

写真２：アイシとママ

今日は運が良かったよ（＾＿＾）ｖ

あの人からメッセージしたよ！あらあら、ビックリ！

もう話しかけないと決めたんだけどね…（汗

うん、ビックリ！ホンマにビックリしたｗｗ

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

2007-10-31T21:52:00.000-07:00

今日の朝でちょっと病気になったので、仕事が休みました
けど、
やっぱハロウィーンが楽しんで遊びたかったよなぁ☆笑
写真のはあたしとシロクマコスチュームを着ている弟です！
可愛いじゃん♪

弟とｔｒｉｃｋ　ｏｒ　ｔｒｅａｔｉｎｇの後で、昔の仕事仲間とオフィスでパーティしていた！
本当に皆に会えって良かったと思う（＞＿＜）
皆とそんなイベントがするのは久々だなぁ～
彼らは最高☆

今日のｈｏｒｏｓｃｏｐｅ
Cancer: You've recently been introduced to someone with a very unique personality, and you're intrigued. This person will play an important role in your future.

秋だっ！

2007-10-30T19:46:00.000-07:00

そうですね、秋が来た。

天気もむちゃくちゃ寒くになったよー

皆病気になりませんか？

体を気をつけてくださいね♪

明日もうハロウィーンだよね～

昔の仕事仲間からハロウィーンパーティを誘ったの。

明日お楽しみだね☆

ん～と

あと一つ

あの気になる人が、

もう気にならない。

完璧に失望した、あの人の事に。

これ以上、

アイシでした。

ハロウィーンだぁ！

2007-10-29T21:07:00.000-07:00

今日仕事の後でちょっとショッピングモールに行ったら、

そんな事が発見！ｗｗ

凄いねぇ～もうこんな時間だよねぇ～ハロウィーンだよねぇ～

毎日仕事のことがめっちゃ忙しくて別に楽しみとかないんけど、

ハロウィーンはやっぱ皆の大好きな事だ！

そして、今日からアンディちゃんの為に作ったダイエット日記が始まるぞー☆

ほら～

http://ameblo.jp/icydiet

ＰＳ：今日スパーに行って買い物をした時、これが買ったの。
自分から自分にプレゼント♪

今日のｈｏｒｏｓｃｏｐｅ
Cancer: Don't be afraid to speak up for yourself, even if you think it will cause a conflict. You can't let yourself be pushed around.

忙しい週末だった

2007-10-28T16:18:00.000-07:00

おぉ～美味しかったね♪

あれは金曜の晩御飯とデザート☆

金曜日は引越しの日だった、めっちゃ忙しかったですが、

仕事の後で新しい家にちょっと手伝って、

久々会えなかったケルビンと晩御飯を食べに行った。

色々な事を喋った★めちゃ楽しかった↑↑

そして土曜一日家に手伝った。インターネットと電話ラインがまだなかったので。

すごいつまんなかった

と思ったら、

夜にＫくんとＪくんと一緒に５時間以上電話で話した。

（きっと高くになってやばい…汗）

今日はやっとインターネットと電話ラインができた♪嬉しい☆

それじゃ、ここで。

ＥＭＯキッティ

2007-10-25T19:35:00.000-07:00

こんばんわ♪アイシです。

気づいたよね？ｗｗ
そう、ニューレイアウトできました！
ａｎｇｅｌｉａと一緒にやったんだ☆
そう言っても、実はあたしにレイアウト選んで、
他の事はａｎｇｅｌｉａが全部手伝えたよ！
ＥＭＯキッティのテーマどう？

悪くないでしょｗｗ　やっぱピンクの方が好き♪

大好きなＡＮＧＥＬＩＡちゃん☆ありがとう

ってつーか
これ、今夜のご飯です。中華スタイル美味しい☆

元気な一日でした☆

2007-10-24T20:40:00.000-07:00

こんばんわ☆

アイシです。

昨日やっとゆっくり寝てました。
良かった♪
けど、３時の時友達から突然の電話！
えぇーこんな時間で何かようかっと思ったら、
アイシの他のブログを読むと心配しちゃったって
あら～優しいね、あの友達☆ｗｗ
でも！どんな時間だと思ったんの！？もう～（汗

はい、今日の写真は仕事中★
ラブコートを着ているアイシはどう思う？ｗｗ
プローなんですよねやっぱり（爆笑

それじゃ、ここまで。

早く寝る方がいいよ

2007-10-23T19:34:00.000-07:00

ふ～寒いね今日は。

昨日の夜全然寝られなかったね…
って思ったら、突然にあの人からメッセージしてくれて、
うゎーーってほど嬉しくて、
後はちょっと電話で話した。
彼の「ウフン」って聞きたかっただけからｗｗ
聞いたら眠る事ができるもん♪
でも、本当の寝た時間が３時間ぐらいあったので、
今日一日眠かった。ｍ（＿　＿）ｍ　ｚｚＺｚｚＺＺＺｚｚＺ
仕事中やけど、寝たかった。
（↑↑いや、この写真は仕事の時じゃないけどｗｗ）

じゃ、今日はここで、しーや☆

久々のブログ

2007-10-23T00:45:00.000-07:00

ここは日本語が書くことが出来るのはすごい嬉しい。
だから、誰でも時々プライバシーが必要なんでしょ。
今はあんな時です。

「あの日」から色々な事があったので、
あたしの人生もあの時から別の色彩が加えた。
それとも、いつからうちも君の事に依存するになった。
そう、余分の依存する事は悪くて、自分自身も賛成じゃないです。
でも、しょうがない時もあるんでしょ。

今日、そう、普通の一日だったけど、
普通って言うけど、多分本当は普通じゃないですね。
そう言っても、実はあの人とあまり喋られなかったって事です。

いいえ、
別に会いたいとかじゃないです。
ただ君がいなくてちょっと寂しくになっただけ。
話したいだけ。
そう、
それだけ。
それだけです。

100 things about icy :] inspired by raidkun <3

2007-08-25T21:12:00.000-07:00

1. My birthdate is 7/20/88
2. I don't mind anyone seeing my &#&(&*)*$%;($)#$&)& look at home. lol
3. I can sing and dance anytime, anywhere. (unless its at unappropriate locations; funerals etc)
4. I've seen ghosts, and yes I do believe in ghosts.
5. I have a double queen-sized bed with tons of dolls.
6. I love pink, I am a huge pink lover.
7. the things I'm scared of the most in this world, are anything that has no legs or more than 4 legs.
8. I have horrible experience with long distance relationships before, so I don't have much confidence in it anymore...
9. KkakAKAKAkakaaz i uSEd to tYpe likE thiS and noW I TOtaLLy THink I wAs a RetarD back THen ^__^
10. I think some time before I turned 19, I suddenly started to type so formally.
11. I don't need to sleep much. I don't need to eat much.
12. Lacking sleep NEVER gives me eye bags or whatever.
13. Raidkun was the one who inspired me to type this 100 facts about icy out.
14. When my obsession is strong, nobody can stop me.
15. No matter how much I had loved some certain artists before, I had never tried ordering things online until I fell in love with AAA.
16. My life is full of unexpected, unbelievable, amazing, gorgeous events and experiences that I am sure anyone my age had never experienced.
17. After I've taken some apple cider vinegar pills that my brother was selling a while back then, my metabolism rate became crazily fast. I digested my wastes 15 mins after meals.
18. I truly and deeply believe nissy and chiaki are a pair.
19. I was there watching when my youngest brother was coming out from my mom's womb.
20. I am not lying, but I do care about my friends more than myself.
21. I had a lot of style-change periods. tbish, shibuya gals, punk/rock, sweetfeminine...etc
22. I did take Japanese courses in high school, but I didn't learn much. It was only hiragana, katagana and simple kanjis that I already knew.
23. 90% of the Japanese I learned was by self-taught; from watching Japanese anime/movies/dramas, reading books/magazines/manga, making Japanese friends, listening/singing Japanese songs...etc
24. When I install/download/apply/sign up for programs/applications, they'll be in Japanese.
25. I'm a BIG movie lover, I love watching movies. My favourite is horror movies.
26. When it comes to love and relationships, I make decisions out of logics, not emotions.
27. I seem so weak and fragile on the surface, but I'm actually pretty strong and tough at heart.
28. I don't usually cry for guys. I do for girls though.
29. I don't get jealous for boyfriends. I do for my friends though.
30. My level of jealousy can be...very intense. But then again, for friends only.
31. My passion and devotion for Japan, is more than you can ever imagine.
32. Ever since I reached 18, I don't get financial supports from family. Except the room that I live in which I don't have to pay rent for. Every other things, I take care of them all by myself.
33. I don't hate stupid people, but I do believe I'll be happier if they were smarter...
34. I make really good omuraisu.
35. So generally, I am just a really good person. haha
36. I love strawberries. Just strawberries in general, not strawberry-flavoured things.
37. I have a LOT of trust and faith in friends! I am willing to do alot for them.
38. I am a very creative girl. I can make up stories really quickly right from my head and tell them to others right at the very moment as if I am telling them my own experiences.
39. I am a REALLY good actress LOL
40. I don't usually lie. I lie but they are definately harmless, friendly lies.
41. I don't play sports often, and I am not specifically good at any of them, but I love ALL sports.
42. I have dreams, and I WILL make them come true.
43. I hate guys chasing me/interested in me/hitting on me/liking me, they will NEVER succeed. Unless, they're guys I am already interested in. : ]
44. My mom and me are like good friends.
45. I am a VERY independent girl. I can take care of myself, I don't need to depend on anyone to live.
46. In a guy-girl relationship, I am not clingy at all.
47. When someone is nice to me, I will be 10 times nicer to them.
48. When someone is mean to me, I will be 10 times nicer to them because thats how I deal with mean people, to make them feel bad. Its not like if I yell back, our problems will be solved.
49. Smokers, liars, players, swear-ers, are a big NO-NO for me. (if girls, its even worse)
50. Bonus points for guys = Japanese/ knows how to cook/ has musical talents of any sort
51. I wouldn't want my boyfriend to say I love you all the time to me, I will get annoyed.
52. No clingy boyfriends, please. I have my privacy, you have your friends, I have my life, you have your world, .
53. I love guys who smell good 8D
54. Family > Friends > Love
55. I can make friends with any type of people, though when it comes to look for guys, I will have a VERY high standard.
56. No music no life.
57. I love glittering shiny sparkly things.
58. I am a very talkative person. But if I seem so quiet in front of you, you should know the reason why. HAHA
59. I only have homesicks for Japan, though I wasn't born there.
60. I never do ANYTHING even slightly CLOSE to being a flirt or slut. I am very strict for the definition for flirting. And slut? Though I seem so girly I AM ACTUALLY SO MANLY okay! rofl.
61. I hate people speaking chinglish to me. As if I can understand every word they say...
62. You can say I'm stubborn, but its actually because when my decisions are set, nothing can influence me to change my mind. My will is very strong.
63. I'm those people who tried studying REALLY hard, but when I ended up getting bad marks, I will cry.
64. I can easily understand people inside-out in a very short period of time, not because I am a psychic, or because I am smart, but I am just very very very observant, thats all.
65. I really don't mind saying sorry even when I was not at fault. Well someone HAS to apologize to clear the problem anyways, a sorry wouldn't hurt.
66. I have terrible eye sights, but I don't have glasses.
67. I had a gf before lol.
68. I believe true friends do not need constant communication to remain a stable friendship with a strong bond between eaech other.
69. I had once dreamt to become a professional female rapper, because girls who know how to rap are cool. 8D
70. Despite the fact that I'm a girl, I don't have any piercings at all.
71. I can spend hours and hours doing my nails.
72. I want 3 kids in the future. 1 older daughter, 2 twin sons.
73. I have a lot of self-esteem and self-confidence, and I am definately happy with who I am. I am proud to be myself.
74. I hate makeups, but I love doing my nails.
75. Yuanchang sent me a merlion from Singapore, its really small, but I love it. :]
76. My all time favourite animes = Cardcaptors and HUNTER X HUNTER
77. I usually set on busy mode on msn, because I don't random people to msg me. But if one day you suddenly see me go on online mode, that is because I want some certain people to msg me and that they won't have an excuse to say "oh I thought you were busy so I didn't msg you"
78. The longest phone call I had was 20.5 hours.
79. I don't need television, I only need computer, cellphone, and ipod.
80. None of my exboyfriends had ever given me flowers...I've only received flowers once, and he wasn't even my boyfriend.
81. I believe tough times don't last, tough people do.
82. I don't care if Japan has a high living expense, I don't care if I won't be having a luxurious lifestyle, I don't care if I will have a hard time surviving, I want to live in Japan.
83. When I write my fabulous experiences on xanga, I have no intension of bragging at all means, I just want to share my stories with everyone.
84. If I can choose whether Nissy to be with me, or be with Chiaki, I would want Nissy to be with Chiaki.
85. I love making desserts! Baking cakes, cookies, cupcakes, muffins...etc
86. Most of the time, I am very happy, cheerful, bubbly, positive, optimistic. But when my energy is all used up, I'll be down for a little while.
87. Even the smallest thing can make me happy for weeks haha. I am easily satisfied.
88. I LOVE airplane rides.
89. I never swim in rivers/lakes/oceans. I believe there are sharks, octopus, monsters that will eat me.
90. It is worse than dying when I don't have internet.
91. I will never love the same person twice. Because when I move on, I won't ever look back.
92. When I take purikura, I like making weird funny faces than to pose and try to make myself look pretty. Thats the fun of purikuras :P
93. People who can speak Japanese is awesome, but people who can speak Japanese AND English is even more awesome.
94. It doesn't matter if a guy can't cook well, but if he tries to put the effort to cook a meal for me, I'll love him to death. haha
95. My favourite weather is clear blue sky with no clouds at all, with a little cool wind breeze.
96. I don't have the nicest legs in the whole wide world, but I still love to wear mini skirts. LOL
97. I said I won't have sex before 18, and I really didn't.
98. If I have a feeling I can/can't make friends with someone, I am right.
99. If I stay in a hotel room all by myself, I will have to leave the lights and TV on.
100. I made this up => isu.

6 random facts about myself.

2007-08-04T01:28:00.000-07:00

1) I can't live a single day without music
2) I get homesick for Japan ALL THE FREAKIN' TIME, even though Japan wasn't my hometown.
3) I am VERY talkative (most of the time) I can talk about anything anywhere anytime to anyone.
4) I can make friends very easily and very quickly, quick like lightning.
5) I eat VERY little, I can survive with just one meal, or even no meals a day without feeling hungry at all.
6) I have VERY bad eyesights, for at least 6 years already, and no I have no glasses.

sigh

2007-06-04T00:31:00.000-07:00

I haven't been talking to her much
she seems so busy with many things
she doesn't seem to be in much of a good mood lately
she doesn't seem to want to talk to me much as well

I don't know whats going on...
but
I sure am very worried : /

sigh.
tmd.

Long time no see, blogger.

2007-05-12T20:16:00.000-07:00

yeup, had been pretty much busy about work lately.
and yeup I got promoted to become a leader already.
WOW. In ONE week, I became a leader, sweet, I'm good MUAHAHAHA.

*a-hem*
Back to business, lol.
so yes haven't got much time to go online.
Haven't been on the forums much, haven't RP much, basically haven't done anything much except work and sleep.
Sometimes I really do wonder if anyone would miss me since I wasn't on for so long....hmm...

mmmm. Guess what?
Not sure if this is a good thing or not, but,
I think I can slowly move on from being over-addicted and attached to RP.
But one thing I am scared about is that...
cuz like I said always,
usually when I move on from something, I can move on completely and permanantly.
Which, again, might not be a bad thing, knowing that I am giving pressures to those around me,
those who are not at faults, but mainly because of my attachness,
it made them feel bad.
Just because me, myself, is over enjoying RP, doesn't mean I'll have to make others feel the same way as I do.
I feel bad about that as well, so yeah...
kya.
Oh right, my 3rd ATTACK DVD and ALL album came few days ago <3

HMV japan sent me emails saying about AAA's new release in 7/19,
but I am very not sure which one to order, theres A B and C and I have no idea which one I will prefer.
So...ahh...okay I will wait.

sigh........................

2007-05-09T22:52:00.000-07:00

gee I don't feel well.

Both emotionally and physically.

I'm just gonna head off to bed now.

ドライビング？Man I LOVE these pics.

2007-05-08T22:54:00.000-07:00

TMD.

2007-05-06T22:07:00.000-07:00

Learned a new vocab (OKAY its not REALLY a vocab lol) from yuanchang today.

TMD.

It is very useful and I think I will continue using this word wisely :)

okay so anyways. At the end, I didn't get to see Hidaka, so sad :( boohooo.

: )

2007-05-06T01:29:00.000-07:00

nothing much going on lately except work :)

I'm pretty happy with my new job currently, except the fact that I don't get much pay yet.
Because I'm new, I'm still not very good as a sales X__x but I will work my way up! ;)

My 3-day training session was done, and yesterday was my very 1st day of working alone!
And I got 2 deals right off the bat already :) pretty proud of myself!

And because our team hitted more than 25 deals yesterday, our boss decided to treat us all to watch Spiderman 3 tomorrow! weeeeeeeeeee. v(^O^)v

Though, I watched it last night already, with twinster + joys xD kyahaha.
But it doesn't matter, its always great watching an awesome movie for the 2nd time!

Oh, the picture above, is me and my hello kitty candy, which was brought by my twinster <3>

mmMmmMmmmm what else...oh right yes went out with vicki today yay.

purikura + bbt = great day.

As for chiaki, mmm...shes currently having a fight with nissy, again.

For the I-don't-know-how-many-times this recent past already...
To be honest, if this continues, I don't see a bright future in their relationship...*sigh*

Speaking of which, today I, as in icy, talked to fyesama on msn! OH.MY.GOD.

I booked to have chiaki and hidaka chat tomorrow, ah, can't wait.

for yuanchang

2007-05-05T05:24:00.000-07:00

I don't know whats going on,
and I don't know how to help you.
But,
I really really do hope you will feel better.
love always,
icy. <3

Just want to say something...

2007-05-03T03:24:00.000-07:00

yes it is nothing new but...

I AM ENGAGED TO NISHIJIMA TAKAHIRO. <3

chiaki.

RP.............

2007-04-26T13:16:00.000-07:00

If I knew it would be this addicting,
I would never even dare to join.

Just kidding........................I have never regret participating in this.
This is the most awesome and addicting thing ever.
It influences me a whole lot, it made such a big impact in my life.
It brought me happiness. I brought me pain. It brought me anger.
It brought me surprises. It brought me laughs. It brought me tears.
It is unforgettable.

At least now I know I am still not ready for a boyfriend,
because seeing how I am so clingy to this,
I know for sure that my boyfriend will find me annoying.

sigh.

Face the reality, icy, this is just a dream. Don't get too attached if you haven't.
Though I think you did already.

OMGOSH.

2007-04-26T01:47:00.000-07:00

I HAVEN'T TALKED TO YUANCHANG FOR A DAY .___.
YES NIGHTMARE........*dies*

oh you know how my audio is jammed on my computer right
but I downloaded full version of get CHU! and SHE no jijitsu PV today...
then im like AHHHHHH I can't stand watching it SOUNDLESS anymore >__<
so,
for me being so smart,
I put on ipod, and watch it at the same time! HAHAHAHA
it took me a few times to adjust to the right timing so that the song on my ipod,
will match up with the PV HAHAHAHAHA
and you know what?
IT WORKED!
okay, byebye \(^O^)/

to yuanchang <3

2007-04-24T07:41:00.000-07:00

You know?
I love you alot.

<3

and so I will be going to sleep right now*

confuzzled...

2007-04-23T20:15:00.000-07:00

Im seriously thinking...
I think the pay from my work is awesome...the tips and everything...
its really good in comparison to most of the other ones outside...
but really,
I'm starting to be very very concerned about me and kiku's friendship.
Yes, I know from the very beginning that her parents are the boss of the restaurant...
And kiku had told me before too,
that she thought it wouldn't be a nice idea to be working at a friend's family's workplace.
Because it might somewhat effect the friendship.
I seriously didn't think it was such a big deal until now.
Remember the post below?
I wrote that up on xanga,
and kiku saw it, and she was super mad.
I can tell, even if her words didn't show her anger.
You know why? cuz there were 0 eprops. And its the biggest proof ever.
*sigh*
maybe I really should quit...but I don't want to...
but argh. This is seriously pissing me off.
on the other hand, I was also thinking.
to be honest its not really her business to mind about how I complain.
Seriously how often DO I complain about work anyways.
Its not like I complaine every single day about it, if thats the case,
when she says "If you hate your work that much, just quit"
I would totally be fine with that, but no.
jesus christ.

hell is over...for this week .__.

2007-04-23T03:52:00.000-07:00

my week of hell in work is finally over :)
I survived. yay.

and basically there was nothing much interesting going on this week except :

ate lunch with kat and her cousin few days ago.

ate lunch with eunice today (sunday)
then the rest = worked.

going home at 2:30-3am every night .__.

kinna stressful.

But ahh, like I said.
$$$$ is what I seriously need this moment.

there there, my monday and tuesday is free. yay. yay. yay.

oh btw, I ordered CDs online from HMV japan few days ago.my CDs SHOULD be arriving soon, very soon, like, tomorrow or something, I hope.*pray*

Speaking of CDS,

I FREAKIN' HATE MY BOSS FOR CHANGING MY AAA CDS OMFG.

me : Did you change the CDs few days ago?

him : Yes.

me : May I please change it back?

him : Why?

me : because...I want to listen to it.

him : IF YOU WANT TO LISTEN, LISTEN AT HOME! WE DON'T WANT LOUD MUSIC.

me : *silence* *walked away*

--bad word inserted here-- YOU!!

I HATE YOU FOR NOT RESPECTING AAA!! t(.__.)

THIS IS AN ANGEL.

2007-04-19T15:04:00.000-07:00

Just found these from my frd's xanga...
and HOLY SHIT...

AN ANGEL IS UGLY......................................

lonliness...

2007-04-17T01:40:00.000-07:00

Can't deny it...

I AM MISSING YUANCHANG SOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHH ALREADYYYYYYYYYY...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I should've burn down her school.....;___; I kid.
but OH MY GOD........2 DAYS...2 WHOLE DAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
AND SHE HAS TO SLEEPOVER IN HER SCHOOL......omgah........*cries*
I MISS HER SO MUCH THAT I EVEN HAVE TO SMS HER...OMGAHHHH...

Then again...
I AM MISSING FYESAMA SOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHH TOOOOOOOOOOOO
I haven't really been chatting properly with her for SO LONG.............;____;
gladly she'll be online tmr at about 4pm my time...*sigh* what time is it now?
great...almost 2am...another 14 hours...*cries harder*

RP, I HATE YOU, LOOK WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO MY LIFE...
YOU MADE ME GET ATTACHED TO MY FAMILY MEMBERS TOO MUCH *runs off and cries*

NISSY X URATA = BL

2007-04-16T16:45:00.000-07:00

I just feel like I HAVE to post this up .__.

I found this super funny, and I love it alot.
BL is awesome <3

Yes, this is icy speaking.

I HATE THIS. WHY DID THIS HAPPEN?
AHHHHHHHHHHHH*#&%(#*&^)%(&*#*#(&%_ LEADER YOU FAG!

AND YOU TOO NISSY *headaches*

Yes, this is chiaki speaking.

alohAAA

2007-04-16T05:54:00.000-07:00

icy desu. chiaki desu.
whatever desu.

seeing yuanchang updates so much on her blog
makes me wanna blog too :] teehee*
kyahahaha I wonder when will ANYBODY notice me bloggin on this...
since I really wasn't planning to use this account, except when I had to update TEB.
kyahahahahahaha*

I called yuanchang last night, or wait, was it the night before? I forgot. kyahahaha.
but it was <3

I miss some people very much.
Fyesama especially, I haven't been seeing her around for ages.
well no, maybe, about a week...or less, I don't remember, it feels like it was ages anyways.
I miss yuanchang loads as well, I didn't see her online for the whole day.
Then I finally saw her on the A'dAA forum, so I quickly PM-ed her, but, she was gone .__.
raidkun, I miss him too, I msged him on msn, and...HE DID NOT REPLY...

This stinks.

Oh right. Today I worked till closing. And it was horrible. cuz I was homesick...(not)
I was just really really really tired.
(since there is no one reading this...I'll just bring this up as well)
There were these customers, young guys (and girls but they're not involved) hitting on me .___.

well, or not.

But, they asked for my name, my martial status, my age, my nationality, when I'm getting off work, if I have a ride home... etc
and they claimd, they wanted to make "friends" with me.
wow. friends. right.

okay let's not talk about that. kyahahahaha.

Oh I miss nissy very very much.
But I miss hidaka as well. lalalala

okay my 1st real entry is very weird.

I'll stop here.

今日はこのへんで、あとでね☆

posting up 2 gifs made by my lovely yuanchang weeeee*

chiaki desu o(^__^)o

2007-03-30T00:54:00.000-07:00

nissy aishiteru.