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HOTNESS WOOT WOOT 2007年11月26日月曜日

I FEEL SO PRETTY YESTERDAY.
SO HOT AND CUTE AND SEXY TOO.
LALALALALALALA.
Now, that is very rare for me to say 8D

ラベル: cute, hot, icy, pretty, sexy

0:31 ; I love you

so okay, ENGLISH HERE. ENGLISH. 2007年11月14日水曜日

So okay, from now on I'll be typing in English
so nobody will complain about not understanding what I say
and so they have an excuse to not come by HAHAHAHAHA *evil laughs*

so yeah yesterday I was in a hurry to go work and I happened to forget to bring my jacket (and cellphone too :O) and you know, its winter now and it gets dark super early like wth...5pm and the sky is all black...so crazy :S then yeah I was cold and tired and sleepy (I was lacking sleep due to watching sailormoon till 4am, of course sleepy :S) I tried to sleep in the bus, but I felt dizzy once I closed my eyes. Argh horrible horrible. I felt better after I got home, so I thought I wasn't sick...BUT I GUESS...I WAS WRONG. lmao. so yeah this morning I woke up and I couldn't even breathe, my nose are plugged. meh. so I had to take another day off work, AGAIN :[ horrible horrible. I need my $$$$ GAHHHHH.

anyways, lately I've been thinking, shall I get another job *O* cuz I seriously need loadsa money. So lets say my job right now is 8:30am-5pm, maybe I shall work in a restaurant at 7pm-1am, then get home at about 2am, go sleep, wake up at 7am and go work again. How does that sound to you? Well...it sounds like NO LIFE to me. But oh wells. $$$$ is the importanace :O else I'd R.I.P in Japan next year falalalalalalala.

GOOD BYES :]

oh wait, I haven't talked about the pictures.
HAHA DUNCHU ALL LOVE THEM!? such cute pictures right? :D
its me & jay. <333

and and and I found this gay old purikura of me when I was obsessed with NANA with my friends HAHA. see our names? we're all nanas.

ラベル: icy, jay, nana, work

15:42 ; I love you

100 things about icy :] inspired by raidkun <3 2007年8月25日土曜日

1. My birthdate is 7/20/88
2. I don't mind anyone seeing my &#&(&*)*$%;($)#$&)& look at home. lol
3. I can sing and dance anytime, anywhere. (unless its at unappropriate locations; funerals etc)
4. I've seen ghosts, and yes I do believe in ghosts.
5. I have a double queen-sized bed with tons of dolls.
6. I love pink, I am a huge pink lover.
7. the things I'm scared of the most in this world, are anything that has no legs or more than 4 legs.
8. I have horrible experience with long distance relationships before, so I don't have much confidence in it anymore...
9. KkakAKAKAkakaaz i uSEd to tYpe likE thiS and noW I TOtaLLy THink I wAs a RetarD back THen ^__^
10. I think some time before I turned 19, I suddenly started to type so formally.
11. I don't need to sleep much. I don't need to eat much.
12. Lacking sleep NEVER gives me eye bags or whatever.
13. Raidkun was the one who inspired me to type this 100 facts about icy out.
14. When my obsession is strong, nobody can stop me.
15. No matter how much I had loved some certain artists before, I had never tried ordering things online until I fell in love with AAA.
16. My life is full of unexpected, unbelievable, amazing, gorgeous events and experiences that I am sure anyone my age had never experienced.
17. After I've taken some apple cider vinegar pills that my brother was selling a while back then, my metabolism rate became crazily fast. I digested my wastes 15 mins after meals.
18. I truly and deeply believe nissy and chiaki are a pair.
19. I was there watching when my youngest brother was coming out from my mom's womb.
20. I am not lying, but I do care about my friends more than myself.
21. I had a lot of style-change periods. tbish, shibuya gals, punk/rock, sweetfeminine...etc
22. I did take Japanese courses in high school, but I didn't learn much. It was only hiragana, katagana and simple kanjis that I already knew.
23. 90% of the Japanese I learned was by self-taught; from watching Japanese anime/movies/dramas, reading books/magazines/manga, making Japanese friends, listening/singing Japanese songs...etc
24. When I install/download/apply/sign up for programs/applications, they'll be in Japanese.
25. I'm a BIG movie lover, I love watching movies. My favourite is horror movies.
26. When it comes to love and relationships, I make decisions out of logics, not emotions.
27. I seem so weak and fragile on the surface, but I'm actually pretty strong and tough at heart.
28. I don't usually cry for guys. I do for girls though.
29. I don't get jealous for boyfriends. I do for my friends though.
30. My level of jealousy can be...very intense. But then again, for friends only.
31. My passion and devotion for Japan, is more than you can ever imagine.
32. Ever since I reached 18, I don't get financial supports from family. Except the room that I live in which I don't have to pay rent for. Every other things, I take care of them all by myself.
33. I don't hate stupid people, but I do believe I'll be happier if they were smarter...
34. I make really good omuraisu.
35. So generally, I am just a really good person. haha
36. I love strawberries. Just strawberries in general, not strawberry-flavoured things.
37. I have a LOT of trust and faith in friends! I am willing to do alot for them.
38. I am a very creative girl. I can make up stories really quickly right from my head and tell them to others right at the very moment as if I am telling them my own experiences.
39. I am a REALLY good actress LOL
40. I don't usually lie. I lie but they are definately harmless, friendly lies.
41. I don't play sports often, and I am not specifically good at any of them, but I love ALL sports.
42. I have dreams, and I WILL make them come true.
43. I hate guys chasing me/interested in me/hitting on me/liking me, they will NEVER succeed. Unless, they're guys I am already interested in. : ]
44. My mom and me are like good friends.
45. I am a VERY independent girl. I can take care of myself, I don't need to depend on anyone to live.
46. In a guy-girl relationship, I am not clingy at all.
47. When someone is nice to me, I will be 10 times nicer to them.
48. When someone is mean to me, I will be 10 times nicer to them because thats how I deal with mean people, to make them feel bad. Its not like if I yell back, our problems will be solved.
49. Smokers, liars, players, swear-ers, are a big NO-NO for me. (if girls, its even worse)
50. Bonus points for guys = Japanese/ knows how to cook/ has musical talents of any sort
51. I wouldn't want my boyfriend to say I love you all the time to me, I will get annoyed.
52. No clingy boyfriends, please. I have my privacy, you have your friends, I have my life, you have your world, .
53. I love guys who smell good 8D
54. Family > Friends > Love
55. I can make friends with any type of people, though when it comes to look for guys, I will have a VERY high standard.
56. No music no life.
57. I love glittering shiny sparkly things.
58. I am a very talkative person. But if I seem so quiet in front of you, you should know the reason why. HAHA
59. I only have homesicks for Japan, though I wasn't born there.
60. I never do ANYTHING even slightly CLOSE to being a flirt or slut. I am very strict for the definition for flirting. And slut? Though I seem so girly I AM ACTUALLY SO MANLY okay! rofl.
61. I hate people speaking chinglish to me. As if I can understand every word they say...
62. You can say I'm stubborn, but its actually because when my decisions are set, nothing can influence me to change my mind. My will is very strong.
63. I'm those people who tried studying REALLY hard, but when I ended up getting bad marks, I will cry.
64. I can easily understand people inside-out in a very short period of time, not because I am a psychic, or because I am smart, but I am just very very very observant, thats all.
65. I really don't mind saying sorry even when I was not at fault. Well someone HAS to apologize to clear the problem anyways, a sorry wouldn't hurt.
66. I have terrible eye sights, but I don't have glasses.
67. I had a gf before lol.
68. I believe true friends do not need constant communication to remain a stable friendship with a strong bond between eaech other.
69. I had once dreamt to become a professional female rapper, because girls who know how to rap are cool. 8D
70. Despite the fact that I'm a girl, I don't have any piercings at all.
71. I can spend hours and hours doing my nails.
72. I want 3 kids in the future. 1 older daughter, 2 twin sons.
73. I have a lot of self-esteem and self-confidence, and I am definately happy with who I am. I am proud to be myself.
74. I hate makeups, but I love doing my nails.
75. Yuanchang sent me a merlion from Singapore, its really small, but I love it. :]
76. My all time favourite animes = Cardcaptors and HUNTER X HUNTER
77. I usually set on busy mode on msn, because I don't random people to msg me. But if one day you suddenly see me go on online mode, that is because I want some certain people to msg me and that they won't have an excuse to say "oh I thought you were busy so I didn't msg you"
78. The longest phone call I had was 20.5 hours.
79. I don't need television, I only need computer, cellphone, and ipod.
80. None of my exboyfriends had ever given me flowers...I've only received flowers once, and he wasn't even my boyfriend.
81. I believe tough times don't last, tough people do.
82. I don't care if Japan has a high living expense, I don't care if I won't be having a luxurious lifestyle, I don't care if I will have a hard time surviving, I want to live in Japan.
83. When I write my fabulous experiences on xanga, I have no intension of bragging at all means, I just want to share my stories with everyone.
84. If I can choose whether Nissy to be with me, or be with Chiaki, I would want Nissy to be with Chiaki.
85. I love making desserts! Baking cakes, cookies, cupcakes, muffins...etc
86. Most of the time, I am very happy, cheerful, bubbly, positive, optimistic. But when my energy is all used up, I'll be down for a little while.
87. Even the smallest thing can make me happy for weeks haha. I am easily satisfied.
88. I LOVE airplane rides.
89. I never swim in rivers/lakes/oceans. I believe there are sharks, octopus, monsters that will eat me.
90. It is worse than dying when I don't have internet.
91. I will never love the same person twice. Because when I move on, I won't ever look back.
92. When I take purikura, I like making weird funny faces than to pose and try to make myself look pretty. Thats the fun of purikuras :P
93. People who can speak Japanese is awesome, but people who can speak Japanese AND English is even more awesome.
94. It doesn't matter if a guy can't cook well, but if he tries to put the effort to cook a meal for me, I'll love him to death. haha
95. My favourite weather is clear blue sky with no clouds at all, with a little cool wind breeze.
96. I don't have the nicest legs in the whole wide world, but I still love to wear mini skirts. LOL
97. I said I won't have sex before 18, and I really didn't.
98. If I have a feeling I can/can't make friends with someone, I am right.
99. If I stay in a hotel room all by myself, I will have to leave the lights and TV on.
100. I made this up => isu.

ラベル: icy

21:12 ; I love you

Long time no see, blogger. 2007年5月12日土曜日

yeup, had been pretty much busy about work lately.
and yeup I got promoted to become a leader already.
WOW. In ONE week, I became a leader, sweet, I'm good MUAHAHAHA.

*a-hem*
Back to business, lol.
so yes haven't got much time to go online.
Haven't been on the forums much, haven't RP much, basically haven't done anything much except work and sleep.
Sometimes I really do wonder if anyone would miss me since I wasn't on for so long....hmm...

mmmm. Guess what?
Not sure if this is a good thing or not, but,
I think I can slowly move on from being over-addicted and attached to RP.
But one thing I am scared about is that...
cuz like I said always,
usually when I move on from something, I can move on completely and permanantly.
Which, again, might not be a bad thing, knowing that I am giving pressures to those around me,
those who are not at faults, but mainly because of my attachness,
it made them feel bad.
Just because me, myself, is over enjoying RP, doesn't mean I'll have to make others feel the same way as I do.
I feel bad about that as well, so yeah...
kya.
Oh right, my 3rd ATTACK DVD and ALL album came few days ago <3

HMV japan sent me emails saying about AAA's new release in 7/19,
but I am very not sure which one to order, theres A B and C and I have no idea which one I will prefer.
So...ahh...okay I will wait.

ラベル: icy, RP, work

20:16 ; I love you

sigh........................ 2007年5月9日水曜日

gee I don't feel well.

Both emotionally and physically.

I'm just gonna head off to bed now.

ラベル: icy

22:52 ; I love you

: ) 2007年5月6日日曜日

nothing much going on lately except work :)

I'm pretty happy with my new job currently, except the fact that I don't get much pay yet.
Because I'm new, I'm still not very good as a sales X__x but I will work my way up! ;)

My 3-day training session was done, and yesterday was my very 1st day of working alone!
And I got 2 deals right off the bat already :) pretty proud of myself!

And because our team hitted more than 25 deals yesterday, our boss decided to treat us all to watch Spiderman 3 tomorrow! weeeeeeeeeee. v(^O^)v

Though, I watched it last night already, with twinster + joys xD kyahaha.
But it doesn't matter, its always great watching an awesome movie for the 2nd time!

Oh, the picture above, is me and my hello kitty candy, which was brought by my twinster <3>

mmMmmMmmmm what else...oh right yes went out with vicki today yay.

purikura + bbt = great day.

As for chiaki, mmm...shes currently having a fight with nissy, again.

For the I-don't-know-how-many-times this recent past already...
To be honest, if this continues, I don't see a bright future in their relationship...*sigh*

Speaking of which, today I, as in icy, talked to fyesama on msn! OH.MY.GOD.

I booked to have chiaki and hidaka chat tomorrow, ah, can't wait.

ラベル: fyesama, hidaka, icy, joys, nissy, twinster, yuanchang

1:29 ; I love you

RP............. 2007年4月26日木曜日

If I knew it would be this addicting,
I would never even dare to join.

Just kidding........................I have never regret participating in this.
This is the most awesome and addicting thing ever.
It influences me a whole lot, it made such a big impact in my life.
It brought me happiness. I brought me pain. It brought me anger.
It brought me surprises. It brought me laughs. It brought me tears.
It is unforgettable.

At least now I know I am still not ready for a boyfriend,
because seeing how I am so clingy to this,
I know for sure that my boyfriend will find me annoying.

sigh.

Face the reality, icy, this is just a dream. Don't get too attached if you haven't.
Though I think you did already.

ラベル: fyesama, icy, RP, yuanchang

13:16 ; I love you

OMGOSH.

I HAVEN'T TALKED TO YUANCHANG FOR A DAY .___.
YES NIGHTMARE........*dies*

oh you know how my audio is jammed on my computer right
but I downloaded full version of get CHU! and SHE no jijitsu PV today...
then im like AHHHHHH I can't stand watching it SOUNDLESS anymore >__<
so,
for me being so smart,
I put on ipod, and watch it at the same time! HAHAHAHA
it took me a few times to adjust to the right timing so that the song on my ipod,
will match up with the PV HAHAHAHAHA
and you know what?
IT WORKED!
okay, byebye \(^O^)/

ラベル: icy, yuanchang

1:47 ; I love you

to yuanchang <3 2007年4月24日火曜日

You know?
I love you alot.

<3

and so I will be going to sleep right now*

ラベル: icy, yuanchang

7:41 ; I love you

confuzzled... 2007年4月23日月曜日

Im seriously thinking...
I think the pay from my work is awesome...the tips and everything...
its really good in comparison to most of the other ones outside...
but really,
I'm starting to be very very concerned about me and kiku's friendship.
Yes, I know from the very beginning that her parents are the boss of the restaurant...
And kiku had told me before too,
that she thought it wouldn't be a nice idea to be working at a friend's family's workplace.
Because it might somewhat effect the friendship.
I seriously didn't think it was such a big deal until now.
Remember the post below?
I wrote that up on xanga,
and kiku saw it, and she was super mad.
I can tell, even if her words didn't show her anger.
You know why? cuz there were 0 eprops. And its the biggest proof ever.
*sigh*
maybe I really should quit...but I don't want to...
but argh. This is seriously pissing me off.
on the other hand, I was also thinking.
to be honest its not really her business to mind about how I complain.
Seriously how often DO I complain about work anyways.
Its not like I complaine every single day about it, if thats the case,
when she says "If you hate your work that much, just quit"
I would totally be fine with that, but no.
jesus christ.

ラベル: icy, kiku, work

20:15 ; I love you

hell is over...for this week .__.

my week of hell in work is finally over :)
I survived. yay.

and basically there was nothing much interesting going on this week except :

ate lunch with kat and her cousin few days ago.

ate lunch with eunice today (sunday)
then the rest = worked.

going home at 2:30-3am every night .__.

kinna stressful.

But ahh, like I said.
$$$$ is what I seriously need this moment.

there there, my monday and tuesday is free. yay. yay. yay.

oh btw, I ordered CDs online from HMV japan few days ago.my CDs SHOULD be arriving soon, very soon, like, tomorrow or something, I hope.*pray*

Speaking of CDS,

I FREAKIN' HATE MY BOSS FOR CHANGING MY AAA CDS OMFG.

me : Did you change the CDs few days ago?

him : Yes.

me : May I please change it back?

him : Why?

me : because...I want to listen to it.

him : IF YOU WANT TO LISTEN, LISTEN AT HOME! WE DON'T WANT LOUD MUSIC.

me : *silence* *walked away*

--bad word inserted here-- YOU!!

I HATE YOU FOR NOT RESPECTING AAA!! t(.__.)

ラベル: AAA, cd, icy, work

3:52 ; I love you

THIS IS AN ANGEL. 2007年4月19日木曜日

Just found these from my frd's xanga...
and HOLY SHIT...

AN ANGEL IS UGLY......................................

ラベル: angel, icy

15:04 ; I love you

lonliness... 2007年4月17日火曜日

Can't deny it...

I AM MISSING YUANCHANG SOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHH ALREADYYYYYYYYYY...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I should've burn down her school.....;___; I kid.
but OH MY GOD........2 DAYS...2 WHOLE DAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
AND SHE HAS TO SLEEPOVER IN HER SCHOOL......omgah........*cries*
I MISS HER SO MUCH THAT I EVEN HAVE TO SMS HER...OMGAHHHH...

Then again...
I AM MISSING FYESAMA SOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHH TOOOOOOOOOOOO
I haven't really been chatting properly with her for SO LONG.............;____;
gladly she'll be online tmr at about 4pm my time...*sigh* what time is it now?
great...almost 2am...another 14 hours...*cries harder*

RP, I HATE YOU, LOOK WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO MY LIFE...
YOU MADE ME GET ATTACHED TO MY FAMILY MEMBERS TOO MUCH *runs off and cries*

ラベル: fyesama, icy, yuanchang

1:40 ; I love you

NISSY X URATA = BL 2007年4月16日月曜日

I just feel like I HAVE to post this up .__.

I found this super funny, and I love it alot.
BL is awesome <3

Yes, this is icy speaking.

I HATE THIS. WHY DID THIS HAPPEN?
AHHHHHHHHHHHH*#&%(#*&^)%(&*#*#(&%_ LEADER YOU FAG!

AND YOU TOO NISSY *headaches*

Yes, this is chiaki speaking.

ラベル: icy, nissy, urata

16:45 ; I love you

alohAAA

icy desu. chiaki desu.
whatever desu.

seeing yuanchang updates so much on her blog
makes me wanna blog too :] teehee*
kyahahaha I wonder when will ANYBODY notice me bloggin on this...
since I really wasn't planning to use this account, except when I had to update TEB.
kyahahahahahaha*

I called yuanchang last night, or wait, was it the night before? I forgot. kyahahaha.
but it was <3

I miss some people very much.
Fyesama especially, I haven't been seeing her around for ages.
well no, maybe, about a week...or less, I don't remember, it feels like it was ages anyways.
I miss yuanchang loads as well, I didn't see her online for the whole day.
Then I finally saw her on the A'dAA forum, so I quickly PM-ed her, but, she was gone .__.
raidkun, I miss him too, I msged him on msn, and...HE DID NOT REPLY...

This stinks.

Oh right. Today I worked till closing. And it was horrible. cuz I was homesick...(not)
I was just really really really tired.
(since there is no one reading this...I'll just bring this up as well)
There were these customers, young guys (and girls but they're not involved) hitting on me .___.

well, or not.

But, they asked for my name, my martial status, my age, my nationality, when I'm getting off work, if I have a ride home... etc
and they claimd, they wanted to make "friends" with me.
wow. friends. right.

okay let's not talk about that. kyahahahaha.

Oh I miss nissy very very much.
But I miss hidaka as well. lalalala

okay my 1st real entry is very weird.

I'll stop here.

今日はこのへんで、あとでね☆

posting up 2 gifs made by my lovely yuanchang weeeee*

ラベル: icy

5:54 ; I love you